I honestly feel pretty mad at myself because I still have an unbelievable amount of stage fright during performances, no matter where or what it’s for or whether I’m performing with a group or not, and it really affects my playing negatively. I still can’t handle it. My palms sweat, my heart rate goes up, I feel the pulse all over my body but especially at the center of my chest, my knees and fingers tremble, and I suddenly turn into the awkwardest, most clumsiest person ever.
∞ January 16, 2012 at 08:58pm
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